Me & K-Pop
I really just want to get away from K-Pop for the time being. It really upsets me that something like the Jenny Hyun incident happened and no one with a lot of influence stood up and tried to set things straight. To me, there’s nothing worse than trying to turn it into something humorous or just trying to brush it off. That just shows that it’s OKAY to repeat certain behaviors.
If this were the first time something like that happened maybe I too would let it slide and not be so hostile about it, but it’s not. Plus, this just crossed the line. Jenny Hyun and everyone’s lack of response was just the straw for me.
Someone said to me yesterday, if a group over here or a producer or songwriter or who ever said the things that Jenny Hyun did would I be okay with it? Would I just ignore it, go about my business, and continue to listen to the genre of music that doesn’t stand up for me? Would I categorize and say, “well such and such group didn’t have anything to do with it so l’m fine with them” and continue to post pictures of them and be all hunky dory. Hell NO!!! So, that’s why I abandoned my blog for the time being and started fresh. That’s why I’m out stalking people who don’t listen to K-Pop, haha.
Oh, I guess I never mentioned in detail what I’m doing. So, at first I decided just to skip any Korean song by SNSD and Chocolat… but then I started remembering all the other racist and ignorant things other groups have done in the past and decided not to listen to it period. I would skip any K-Pop song that came on my iPhone or iPod but I realized that wasn’t going to work because I would be doing homework and not even realize I had just been grooving to an entire song. I had to remove every K-Pop song from my mp3 players. I took down my posters and magazine clippings. I don’t want to look at pictures of BigBang (even though it’s their comeback), I don’t want to see any adorable SuJu photos, I don’t want to see Key being fabulous or Onew and his 1000 watt grin. I just want to not deal with it. I don’t want to deal with the hurtful fans who don’t see that there is a problem with the K-Pop industry or deal with any more people who will suck me into even more K-Pop drama that will further lower my self-esteem.
Instead, I just want to go about my business and be like a normal American college student and worry about normal American college student problems like….. What is it that American college students my age worry about???
Anyway, the main point of this jumbled post is that if you’re a K-Pop blog or someone extremely attached to it, just because I say I like K-Pop doesn’t mean I’m willing to fangirl with you. At least not anymore. Now, if you’re a big J-Pop or C-Pop fan, sure! In fact, I welcome that because I really need to get back to the thing that made me give international music a chance. The only reason why I’m pursuing the career I am right now is because of Japanese hip-hop and pop. I’ve been VERY out of the loop for the last few years and I really need to get back in it.
As usual I’m up at 3am. I wish I could go to sleep at a decent hour for a change.
All that crazy dancing making my penis soft…
‘Bout to have myself a Chappelle show marathon…
Lol, I miss this show.
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Ughhhh, I don’t want to go to class *siiiiiiigh*
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About Me
This is my about me post.
Which means I’ll have to talk about myself. *cringe*
My name is—well, I’m not going to tell you that. If you’re really curious, ask me for it!
I just turned 21 but my life still feels like I’m 10! Haha.
My favorite color is blue and my second favorite color is brown, oh and somedays I’m partial to purple.
I guess I’m kind of tall. I don’t really know my current height but I know I’m taller than 5’7” so I guess I’m about 5’8” or 5’9”… maybe even 5’10” at this point. I won’t know until my next doctor’s appointment!
Music is my everything. I will literally sit for hours and listen to anything and not do a thing. If I didn’t have music in my life I don’t know how I would get through life not running people over or kicking them in the face, hahaha! I’m really into listening to music from other countries, so that includes K-Pop… although, right now I’m more than a little upset with K-Pop so I’m taking a break from listening to it/supporting it.
My biggest dream is to pack up my things and go live in another country for a long period of time, maybe even fall in love with a local, and have beautiful multi-racial babies. Babies who will then grow up to be super successful and buy their parents a nice home+whatever else they may need in their old age XD Oh, for those of you wondering about my race, I’m black.
What else can I tell you about me…
Hmm…
I’ve been single my entire life. I’ve never had a boyfriend. I’ve never even had a first kiss. I’m 21 and still a virgin. Life is sad. Well, I don’t think being 21 and a virgin is a sad thing, but being 21 and never having been kissed ONCE is super sad, at least in my opinion. I’m like Drew Barrymore’s character in Never Been Kissed only there’s no way I’ll ever get a teacher to fall in love with me and show up to a baseball field to give me the best first kiss ever. Plus, that’s kinda creepy having a teacher lusting after his student.
I totally got off track. But what I was getting at is I have virtually had no type of love life so that’s why I’m such a hopeless romantic.
Uhm, oh! I’ve never had a consistent best friend before. They all have managed to hurt me in some way. I tried giving them other chances, but you know how it is once someone betrays your trust or hurts you.
I’m fat. I’m overweight. I’m chunky, curvy, thick, I’m whatever else you can think of to describe a person who isn’t stick thin or height weight proportionate. I’m fine with that. I’m bettering myself though, not because I want to look a certain way or because of the pressure society pushes down my throat to be a single digit size, but because I honestly don’t want to go to the doctor one day and have them tell me I have diabetes or that I suffered from a heart attack or something. Yeah, so basically, I just want to be healthier.
Final thing about me, I’m shy and don’t really talk much in person when I’m not comfortable with someone. Yet, if I were to meet that same someone online, I can talk up a storm in writing. Yeah, I know. Kinda contradictory.
Well, if there’s anything else you’d like to know about me, just ask. Really! I love getting questions. Plus, I need the conversation!
